The Downward Spiral

Fear

Fear rushing through my veins
It has surely become my blood
I was expecting my visions to come true
Instead more sufferings I have to fight through
As though my head wasn’t already imploding
As though I could stand another merciless feeling
You keep pushing pushing trying to put me down
I’m afraid I think this time I’ve given up already
I’ll let you under my skin my lifeless body
Which you will turn into your kingdom and tear down

The light that grew dark but shined is now a black hole
A glimpse of emptiness slowly ruining it all
You are the demon the beast swallowing me in
You hurt burn turn to ashes a fight I cannot win
My only hope is silent: despair or sorrow
To end it all I’d have my heart pierced by an arrow

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The Downward Spiral

Vacuity*

*total absence of contents, emptiness

Vacuity is chasing me
Sucking all my energy
And with every punch you throw
A bit more it grows

Faking all kinds of emotions
Pointless struggle it becomes
If out of too much caution
None of them appears to blossom

No will no sorrow no nothing
Worse than the worst feeling
Forever here and not here

Past thought and present ghost
Passing by without fear
Like a silent sinking boat

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